Sunday, June 10, 2007
Feeling so helpless today... so helpless... But its a question that is beyond my control... That's the helpless part i guess.... All i can do is think and feel hurt about it but what else can i do? Actually not true... People always say there's ALWAYS a solution to every problem... I do agree.... There's really a solution to it...
She called again... For what i dunno... Inside me i'm dying to know what she wants but again i'm helpless to this... Its beyond my control to stop her to do whatever... Feeling so helpless.... But what else can i do? But again there's ALWAYS a solution to every problem... I do agree.....
What should i do? What can i do? I guess i can only swallow my tears into my stomach continue to pretend to be blind and deaf... What else can i do? But why must i? Why must i allow myself to suffer all these pain? Its just like a knife stabbing hard right into my heart... If i have a chance to meet god whom people claim that someone who knows all the answers. I just want to ask.. What have i done to deserve all these? Is this what people call Life?
Feels so heavy
Feels so pain
Feels so numb
Only if one day it stops pumping,
every feeling will be gone...